As I am facing the silent agonies of my soul
I contemplate the eternity of my destinies
Multiple Paths across infinites multiverses
All explored multiple times on the quest of the Lost
The Lost, of the Primordial Time, Painfully Taken Away
Agonising Separation of the Only, Eternal Quest to Fill The Void
My Destinies were one, Find what has been lost and so alive in my Core
The Goal of my Eternity is The Surrender of my Soul to the One and Unique.
Astonishing was the Pleasure was to have finally found her
Hidden and Protected on a Remote Realm. Her beauty Inspiring Creation Itself
Her Kindness shaping the core destiny of her Light Shadow Universe.
I recognized her by her Halo which did not fade from the Original Moment
Her Voice Singing Incantation as Melodies to her Surrounding Elements
She Kept herself in the shadows to avoid releasing to much of her Infinite Light
She Felt Her Eternal and Turned towards Me,
Salty Pearls rising from her Pure Eyes.
But, this reunion was of the purest ethereal, a blessed event given to few
For one must have the wisdom to endure its curse.
This so sublime moment of eternity cannot be real,
Only a glimpse of what could have been
Eternal damnation of the Games of the Gods
But destiny had been tricked; I was able to deposit my Shard
In the safe and blessed emplacement of her heart
The Gift of Pure darkness to Light
Equilibrium was now broken
During my slow descent into the Void of darkness,
I had this vision in my soul alive at each steps, each breath
As they were separating us physically, they were keeping us alive ethereally
This certitude gave me the courage to continue and endure what had to be
Now that my end is near, I can say to you my love,
that I may have never hum your perfume
may have never hold your hands,
may never have put my dark wings around your shoulders
I may have never hold you tight to give you comfort and strength
But, I my soul, I have done much more and I know you can feel it.
I gave back so much of my salty pearls to mother earth
That my eyes are dried forever
I reopened so many wounds that the Crimson Nectar has finally drained
I fight so much that my strength is gone.
But, my love I want you to know that you have always been cherished
That during all that was, my inspiration was you, my will was you
And, as I am fading from this Realm, my comfort is the Shard I gave you
Which will light and dance everyday around you
As our flames used to
And, in my last breath, I will see the smile on your face when you will look at them.